LOVE ALONE
caedmon's call

no one would love me
if they knew all the things i hide
my words fall to the floor
as tears drip through the telephone line
and the hands i've seen raised to the sky
not waving but drowning all this time
i'll try to build the ark that they need
to float to you upon the crystal sea

give me your hand to hold
cause i can't stand to love alone
and love alone is not enough to hold us up
we've got to touch your robe
so swing your robe down low
swing your robe down low

the prince of despair's been beaten
but the loser still fights
death's on a long leash
stealing my friends to the night
and everyone cries for the innocent
you say to love the guilty, too
and i'm surrounded by suffering and sickness
so i'm working tearing back the roof
and the pain of the world is a burden and it's my cross to bear
and i stumble under all the weight
i know you're simon standing there
and i know you're standing there

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yun lang. this is a really nice song. anyways, midterms are done. and i think i got an average of 3.0 for the midterms. i hope na lang makahabol ako sa digisound. haha.

i'm thinking about this thing. and it's going to take me a long time, i just feel it will.

by the way, don't greet me a happy birthday on friday in any way or form if you just remembered it's my birthday because you saw it in friendster. yun lang talaga. thanks! :)

no offense intended.

midterms week

i'm so okay when it comes to school, no problems whatsoever. and i'm happy about that.

wala na akong ma-kwento, sa totoo lang ha.

be back later. ;)

ahhh.. 2 movies in less than 9 hours.

tokyo drift at G4 with my APC posse. then superman with the family at MoA.

amazing cars and an "unbelievably-heaven-sent" good looking superhero. seriously, i almost drooled over for the guy. haha! XD

i'm tired and i have school in 6 hours. and i still cannot change the fact that brandon routh is so handsome. i love the world that way, though. =p

fun day! it's been one hell of a fun day. i don't know.. i just felt like it. :)

went to see a play called condors quest of the galaxy: jupiter. it's more of dance/musical thing, with their stand-up comedic performances to boot. it's of japanese origin, but damn i love it! laugh-trip to nth level!

i was with patrick, ally, glenn, orven (aka "papa jesus") and the whole ARTAPRE class. sobrang fun, basta i felt like i had so much fun. XD

hindi naman obvious na masaya ako.

aha! i saw si "crush" nga pala today after a week din yata. the funny thing is, everybody seemed to be wearing green shirts/stuffs at school, including me and "crush". haha, crush ko talaga si "crush"! i love looking at him, lalo na kapag hindi siya nakatingin. eh kasi hindi naman kami close. hahahahahaha!

i'm happy. yes i am.

SCHOOL. i love that word. i'm enjoying it for the first time in my life. ewan ko lang gaano katagal kong sasabihin na nag-eenjoy ako sa school. haha, bahala na.

wala akong magawa ngayon. but it's already 12am at ayoko pa matulog, kasi wala pa naman akong 12 hours na gising, haha! i think i have sleeping problems, but not that i'm insomniac. moving on..

sa itinagal ko nang gumagamit ng mga online blogs, i always try to make it a point to discuss things that is outside the ME area. sabi ko, i want to be other blogs na i find really sensible that discuss about other interesting and much more important things. pero ilang years na ang nakalipas, puro tungkol sa sarili ko or sa mga experiences ko ang ikinukwento ko sa blog ko. it may sometimes seem so pathetic to me, but then i realize i think it's just the way i am. hindi naman sa may ADHD ako pero sa tingin ko hilig ko lang talagang pagusapan ako. (ang gulo nung sentence) ayoko lang kasi ng dinadaan-daanan lang ako ng mga tao. gusto kong mapansin, pero hindi ako papansin.. pramis! i want to stand out among others. for as long as i can remember, grade 1 pa lang gusto ko lagi akong excellent sa lahat. kasi gusto kong ipaalam na may kaya akong gawin sa buhay. i want everybody to feel that i'm alive, that i'm here. i want people to acknowledge and appreciate that i exist. yun lang.

so hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong magawa at hindi pa ako inaantok.

walang point itong post ko. may naisip akong i-post kanina kaya lang nawala na yung inspiration. pwede bukas na lang? mag-ddrawing na lang muna ako. :)